3/15---received a letter!

3/20---  rough sketch

3/23---collaboration proposition

4/1  --- reconsidered story board (no shadow puppet with G)

4/8  --- received neg. -> NYC (dr.5 processing)

4/12---got slides back.  his images are so...big, like an ocean. I knew it, but

            I'm glad that I believed in my instinct.  Absolutely beautiful. 

            Decided to use these images mainly. 

4/13, 4/14--- first shooting....literally the sun comes out

                      This is the first time i'm letting someone really be involved in

                      shootings. Got so nervous I couldn't sleep well and my stomach

                      hurt as hell. And started my period, but it just worked out

                      perfectly with my theme.  (remembering/forgetting)

                      <it really hurts not having a total control over images although

                    it's fun to wotk with jim.  I am exhausted but it's a good one...>.

4/16--- pick up films at Yale lab.  i got images!!!!!!! (it was

             so underexposed...)

             @night, super-8 projector, splicer, editor, etc. 

4/19--- shooting. went so much easier than last week...

            ? super-8 or regular 8mm film?

4/20---shooting

4/23----the images from last shooting....came out totally nothing. ...but at least 

             is super8....

4/28---shooting. the last chance...